They say it only happens in fairy tales. I say it happens in reality. ♥
Maybe it’s better to love those people who loves you rather than pushing yourself to someone who doesn’t sees your worth. It’s like being in a place where there’s a lot of people and he seems to care about them except you. It hurts. It really is. But you can’t do anything. Because at certain point, you don’t have the right to tell him what to do, who to care and who to love because you’re just nobody. And it doesn’t make sense at all.
So why don’t you just stop liking him and start reaching out for those people who’s been there all the time. Those people who loves you despite of your flaws. Despite of your imperfections and mistakes. Yes, at first it’s hard but as time goes by you’ll learn to love that person. And you’ll realize that it’s really worth it, that he really deserve that love. That you really deserve to be committed to someone who gives you everything he can give, who loves you more than you knew and who treats you like a princess.
Do you know that when a boy breaks a girl’s heart, its much, much, much more than you know it affected her? That her tears are not only to show how much it hurt but to at least try to blur out the world so she can forget? That she thinks every sleeping and waking moment what the hell did she did wrong? That when she looks at the photos of you with her, she tries to tear it but can’t because they’re very beautiful memories to keep? That she can’t throw away the gifts and carefully preserved chocolate you gave her because you gave it to her? That whenever she thinks of the “I love you” words you told her, she mutters “I love you, too” but realizes she can’t say it anymore? That its like the whole world tumbling before her very eyes? NO. You don’t know what it feels like. You don’t know how it feels to be cheated, to be left, to be fooled. And its taken very seriously because, once a girl loves, a girl really loves.
